Big Change, for better, for worse...
Well I'm for sure, not a consistent poster, but I need a space to every once in a while put my thoughts out there. I'm allowing it to be public, because I often feel that that when people keep experiences quiet or untold, there are often others who struggle with similar things and feel all alone. There's one thing I generally dislike, being alone. I always thought myself an introvert, but I've discovered as I age, I was just a shy extrovert. With ADHD I am impulsive and have anxiety about how people perceive me. I desperately want to be liked and respected. And often I get in my own way, and I think that caused the shy part as I was younger. I digress. So Updates. I'll start with the sunny side and move to the "dark" side. The '22-23 School year (Even not officially in a teaching roll, I live my life by the teaching calendar), I believed myself to be taking a year off. But my habit of taking on too many things landed me in a variety of new opportuni...